- me: so whats gonna happen when you turn eighteen ? are we just gonna stop talking...
- him: like stop messing around we can still be friends.
- me: oh... ok
- him: yeah sorry, maybe when you turn 16
- me: hmm, thats a year and a couple months, i don't think you will wait for me..
- him: well if were meant to be well just see right ?
- me: mm i guess thats true..
- ("well just have to see ?" i guess but i just feel like were gonna fade away and move on but if we do so that just means were not meant to be.., and then we'll knoww. wow a year is a long time and supposibly im supposed to die when im 16 haha 2012 ? then it will all be for nothing)
so i found a puppy this morning on my way to the bus stop, and it was so cute i put it in the car and my momm took it home i named it bubbles. it looked like a poodle but tiny :) and i was just so exicited to go home after a crappy day at school and play with it but i show up and its not there, it was so windy that the gate opend and ran away :( awwwh; i only had bubbles for about 5 min wtff ?!
i wish i can prevent this day from comingg. this day will be probably happy for you but painfull for me.. because i know, i know after this day nothing will be the same. you wouldnt stay with me and take the risk. i cant stop you from turning eighteen. in 5 days you will be eighteenn … and thenn what ?
then what will happen with us. as much as i want to stop this day from coming i cant. its life and life has a lot of up and downs, turns and stops. i turned to fall for you again and stopped to going any further. it will be done, 5 days from now there will be no longer me and you by the desicion you make, by what you told me today.
soo.. goodbye to us, goodbye to faith, goobye to the wishes i made for nothingg. goodbye to the hope i held onto for so longg, GOODBYEE :’(
1. What was the highlight of your week? the dance recital
2. Whose car were you in last? jesse’s.
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? idk .
4. What color shirt are you wearing? a black hoodie .
5. How long is your hair? meduim now, its getting long :)
6. Are you good looking? haha, just a lil.
7. Last movie you watched? iron man two .
8. Who were you with? jesse<3,kristina,& lil jess .
9. Last thing you ate? eggs .
10. Last thing you drank? this healty drink my mom makes me grrr.
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken? just last week .
12. Who came over last? krista &karina .
13. Are you happy right now? hmm in a way .
14. What did you say last? ” nigga, i aint pluggin shiet in “
15. Where is your phone? next to me .
16. What color are your eyes? brownn.
17. Are you left-handed? nahh
18. Spell your name without vowels: idk
19. Do you have any pets? kitty <3
20. Favorite Vacation? mmm utah,
21. What do you dislike currently? this girl
22. What are you listening to? tv.
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? Hmm , him(:
24. What is your favorite scent? his, & aero/hollister
25. Who makes you happiest? jesse & krista
26. What were you doing at midnight last night? getting home
27. When is your birthday? August twenty first .
28. Who has the same phone as you? taylor
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool? Its been awhile !
30. Do you read your horoscope? all the timee
31. Where was the last place you bought something? mm dont member.
32. How do you feel about your hair right now? glad its gettting there
33. Do you bite your nails? its a bad habbit, i do sometimes
34. Do you have any expensive jewelery? Yesss
35. Do you have any expensive jewelery? ummm ?
36. Myspace or facebook? Myspace & facebook
37. How fast have you driven a car? idk
38. Have you ever smoked? ewwww,
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school? Dnt really have one .
40. Do you have Verizon? Nopeee
41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? assholes
42. Do you have any hidden talents? my talent is noticable haha ?
43. Favorite Song? currently nonee
44. Do you like to sing at all? Ehhhhh , i cant sing !
45. Dream Job? modelingg,
46. Where does most of your family live? utah
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? Siblings .
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? mm a lil
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? i fell asleep in his hoodie hahaa.
50. Do you drink? Ehhh, :D
51. Know any other languages? spanish
52. Ever write a coded message? huh ?
53. Have you ever been IN a wedding? Yeahhhhh
54. Do you have any children? nahh
55. Did you take a nap today? Not yet
56. Who has the same birthday as you? my cousin :)
57. Ever met anyone famous before? Yeaaaahhh
58. Do you want to be famous one day? Maybe,
59. Any Pet Peeves?yepp
60. Are you multitasking right now? yeahhh
was grreat, he told me something i wanted to hear. but can it be true or just one of thosee lil lies…