May 2010
today was just horrible.
i thought i was done liking you, no feelings were there its like i felt nothing really happend between us. i got used to the fact that we were just friends and thats all but then it happend i saw you and her together, alonee holding on, hugging up just how we used to do and it hurt. it made me angry inside i thought i was over you but when i saw yuh two together it hit me so hard and every lil...
sophomore year
i plan on staying away from boys and relaitionships, fuckk boys, fuck love, fuckk drama. im doing meh all meh next year. i dont plan on letting anyone slow me down. cus its all about gymnastics && school. ima be busy tied down everyday by my life. focusing in school las vegas academy baybeeeh(wishh meh luck] dance and once i get back in gymnastics thats all its gonna be about no more...
i woke up this morning.
wishing i can be a lil girl again, thinkingg if i was lil again i wouldnt have to worry about my heart getting broken i can chase boys around the playground. having lil crushes on every boy but saying they have coodies. i wouldnt have to worry about being in love. i wouldnt have to worry about getting hurt. i wouldnt have to cry over a boy. because if im lil i could just say “ewww, you have...
April 2010
anonymous; did you stop talking to _ _ _ _
me; yepp
anonymous; why?
me; he talks to _ _ _ _ _ now.
anonymous; yeah i saw them together and i was like wtf, that makes me angry!
me; yeah i knoww, hmmm..
anonymous;doesnt that make you angry?
me;yeahh a lil its like i waisted five months for nothing yuh know.
anonymous; but still, you shouldve told him not to talk to you if he was gonna do that.
me; i guess but its kinda like whatever im done.
anonymous; i saw her too shes not even pretty, thats stupid.
me; idk thats all himm.
finally !
im donee, done with worryingg with the cryinggg the painn, getting hurt its over ! i called it offf no more friends with benefits, even though i tryed to be with him it wasnt gonna work cus he didnt want that. atleast now i can just move on cus im throughhh haha. it was hard to say gooodbye but will it be easier to walk away ? ima just have to wait.
daddys GONE, gone FOREVER. off to...
fuckyeahhlove:
Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.
-Mallory Marie “
“write me a love song with every breath taking word <3”
“just kiss me one last time before i walk away.”
