thattss gooodd :) &ndd no problemm .
my sister met jesse , good first impression i say :)
i was soo embarrasedd doe; lmao !
dance; i madeeee it ! , ivee beeen selected.
moood; happy :D
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn’t?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He’s only a friend, and nothing else -
That’s the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he’s just a bud,
But deep inside, you’re falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn’t right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don’t care.
It’s “not right” for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he’s just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it’s “wrong” for him to know.
Your friendship can’t be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish..” —Momei Qu (via kaybeaninc)
i didnt mean for this to happend. im sick and tired, headache frm crying so much, eyes are puffy/swollen, weak and loss of energy, sick to my stomach that it went so far that this actually happend. beingg grounded sucks ! and its all my fault i know im sorry. :’(
or is it just another fantasy..
all i can piture together is you and me.
i offer my heart so heres the key” —
love is alll bullshiet,! love leads to broken hearts.. broken hearts lead to depression… depression leads to cuts/&pills.. pills leads to death. save your self the pain & dont FALL inlove !!
i feel out of place, i have no clue why :/
not in the moodd !
had an amaizinggg nite ! ;b went to the movies w/jess &nd saw shes out of my league. funny movie go seee it lol; afterr that hung out for a while…hhahaha ;D
btw; talk to me, im in a good moodd ((:
wish you werent mad at me because i hate when you are. i wish you would talk to me cus i feel lost w/out you. i wish i never did watever i did wrong cus things would be fine right now. i wish i never felt the way i do for you cus its harder to move on.
today was bull shiet, &nd im no where near the mood ! gooodddbye tumblr,
- anonymous: goodluck w/him(sarcasticly)
- (silence for a second]
- girl: yeahh, thanks...
- anonymous: its not gonna work out.
- (awkward silence, w/no response.]
- 15 minutes later,
- anonymous: why are you waisting your time ? even if it did work out it wouldnt last, once he graduates he's gonna forget you and move ahead w/his own life.
- girl: i dont know..(mood:sad,broken]
- anonymous: this makes me sick to my stomach
- girl: what do you mean ?
- anonymous: the way your sick to your stomach makes me sick to my stomach.
- girl: oh sorry..
- anonymous: i need to show you something after class
- girl: okay
- after class, anonymous takes girl to the quad.
- anonymous: look at everyonee and tell me what you see,
- girl: i see people messing around.
- anonymous: how many people here do you think still talk to seniors who graduated last year.
- girl: not many.
- anonymous: exactly do you see where im trying to get at ? all he wants is the sex what senior would go out with a freshman unless its for sex . i mean thats your buissness but im just saying.
- girl: yeahh i know..
- anonymous: well i gtg see you around, bye
- girl: bye(walks away while her eyes start to tear up]
- people start to ask whats wrong, as she looked depressed she never crys at school.
- girl: truth hurts..
- sometimes its better to just listen to the truth, dont hide it w/lies or something you want it to be cus it just makes the situation worse which will hurt you more at the end. &nd she thinks maybe it is time to move on.
- brian: hey
- anayeli: hi...
- brian: i really miss you anayeli :(
- anayeli: uhh ok
- brian: ughh seriously ?..
- anayeli: well i already found someone else so yeaa...
- brian: so, thats not gonna stop me.
- anayeli: alrite have funn